home.

and i already wish i was back. we came home today because my dad didn't look at the days we had the condo correctly, and we were scheduled to check out today.
so we did.  we were in the car for like, ten hours. soooo annoooyyinnnggg. i didn't sleep any of it. i'm so tired.

i had a good time there though. i ate so much seafood. mmm, i could live off it. i definitely got a nice tan. ;) did a lot of stuff. i wish i was still there cause i love always being busy. i guess i just prefer a constant something to do. mostly.

i got to hang out with destiny and kol tonight though, i love them! :)
tomorrow, chillin with crystal. sarah and hannah are coming in lataaa. 

downloaded the new trapped under ice.
SO. SO. GOOD. they've yet to let me down. i knew they had great intentions back when i said i liked them more than terror. i still stand by that. 
and i don't don't really like terror. 

never brought mommy smiles.
this feeling that i'm feeling i've been feeling for a while. 
it's hard to admit but i gotta get it off my chest.
i would sleep forever
if there is peace in death.
and if you see god, tell him that 
i'm still alive.
gave up on all those prayers 
because they couldn't provide.
the answer to the question i've been asking since birth,
been searching for the truth for years,
i can't find peace on this earth.
you won't find peace on this earth.